It’s a sinking feeling when know one even knows I exist but soon I won’t be forgotten anymore. I’ve tried to reach out to others but they pass by me in many a crowd but soon that crowd will know why they should have listened. It’s true I might be a bit awkward or even say things that confuse others but it’s because they have lost touch with reality not me. Getting help seems useless as they’ll just try to kill my brilliant mind that now has discovered a plot to change my outcome permanetly! Faith is a joke for I understand at this point that know one else can even like me let alone love me. I walk alone but soon my steps will scare others even if they’re my last ones.
FOOTNOTE- This story is too true at least in the mind of those that feel alone. If you’re on such a path please try to walk a different avenues and ask a professional if you feel lost or even found one full of darkness. For those that know such individuals please don’t ignore their pain but help them find a different avenue full of hope and friendship.