I guess all I want is you to believe in me and I’m not sure you ever have. Maybe I’m looking at it in the wrong light but it’s never been that bright. I understand the need to protect me and skeptism yet there is a way to still believe as well as ask those specific questions to make sure I dotted those I’s. It is true I can get hurt but sometimes there is a chill in the air and yet I must breathe. For me creativity is that breathe and I realize now it’s enough if I truly believe in me alone but it would be nice to have some loved ones along for the ride.