You believe I should get help but would it really be such or just another way to control me even have me killed? Yes, I don’t trust you but you aren’t alone I don’t trust anyone at this point for I have been betrayed by everyone even my own mind. It probably was triggered by that contract that was going to make me a star and only stole my monies away yet this revealed to me how everyone else was out to get me. Even this room is probably boogie trapped with devices so I must walk very carefully just to go the bathroom. I’m just so tired of hiding and living this way if only there was someone I could trust again.
FOOTNOTE- Although these feelings might be over the top if they are threads in your life or someone you love help them find that professional who can help them see a new healthy reality in their life.