Why would this wonderfully talented woman who appeared to have everything to live for take her own life? She appeared to live the life that so many woman would have died to have and yet something drove her to take her own. It is a illness that killed her but unlike one’s that occur in the heart or kidney this one happened in her brain. This illness was probably just as painful for her as the other deadly diseases that we easily accept. It stayed in her head with symptoms here or there but then was triggered to attack her by outside forces such as Cigarettes to Cancer. In Mrs. Spade’s case this one appeared to be a relationship ending. The truth is some other trigger could have caused this reaction, as cigarrettes aren’t the only cause for Cancer for those that have the DNA make up for such an illness. So the only way to beat this illness as one would beat Cancer is not ignore the individual sufferring but insist on treatment throughout. For although everything might look perfect outside inside someone could be going through hell.