I consider myself to be very cool under pressure but I figured out it depends on what pressure is applied. For we all have triggers that release our bullets while our friends and loved ones remain skating on ice. Yours might be someone raising their voice while mine might be a certain way you say my name (was a problem). Our freak out time might not even be about the triggers but when and where the gun is loaded. Some are morning people who can deal with things before the Rooster crows while others need the night bats to help them get through incidents. Freaking out you are not immune for every piece of ice eventually melts.