It wasn’t supposed to work out this way right? You had the same dream to be rich, famous or powerful… right? Maybe not could your vision of success be in a dimmer true light? Where you honestly play to your own tune and let it lead you down whatever path is necessary to continue to be yourself. Of course to others it might seem you should want more but G-D knows that certain paths to success may not be in bright “Gold steps” but in concrete one’s that though dirty and cracked are really you.