It didn’t leave me unable to move but had my movements feeling as if they were going in no direction. There were small triggers that lead me down this path, including seeing monies disappearing if they were just dandelion seeds blown away with the wind but nothing worthy of the mood I felt I was stuck in. I’m not sure those around me noticed this emptiness that held my mind in this one place or that it was all in my head. Yet today as the sun shines it appears to have gone away replaced with a creative thought or two that holds me together like glue. In a sense this is my therapy whether it be real or in my head, going to a future place of excitement leaves me feeling good, well past the moment. Even if things may not come to pass at least the thought that they just might, makes me happy.