This is the one blog piece I really don’t want you to read then you might ask why am I writing it? Maybe it’s a bit therapeutic to get it out in the open even if it’s just for myself. For just like Superman has Kryptonite their are certain ingredients that make me explode. When someone belittles the work that I perform in a hostile way the match has been lit add a feeling a being disrespected or ignored and you better stand away. In the past there were many smaller words and actions that caused my fuse to be lit even pronouncing my name with any extra y could start the punches flying yet as I’ve grown so has my deep breathing to put out the spark. Now I will try to add some water to the other fuses that seem to be found ever few months.