I often feel like I’m on stage trying to entertain anyone who is in my company. That if I just go along then I’ll just disappear in space where know one will find me or even care to look. I must find something bold to talk or do because I need to be on some stage even if I’m the only one actually looking. It can be a daunting task when you’re audience too often appears to be acting as if their at a funeral. The years have taught me though that being in the audience can work as well as long as I get a moment to shine. If nothing else this blog becomes such a stage where I never know if you applaud or scream at but at least I know someone is paying attention…. I think?