As I listened to interview of Judd Apatow by Howard Stern this morning an unusual feeling entered my emotional state… jealousy. I’m usually the type of person who is completing happy with someone else’s success but Judd success hit me like a brick to the head. The similarities between his life and mine were striking and I wondered how we turned out so different. Discount his comedic brilliance and realize that we both were brought up 10 minutes apart in Long Island. If that’s not bad enough he’s one year older and it struck me (not like that brick) that couldn’t we have had similar friends or enemies. He loved watching many of the same T.V shows I loved but he took notes while I barely kept my eye’s open. If by some coincidence this blog piece hits Judd Apatow’s desk I end by congratulating you for your success while I cry myself to sleep.