As I blew my temper I realized that letting out some steam gave me new freedoms (for the moment) that a calm person would never have. For at the moment of anger I didn’t worry about the effect my words would have on others or the impact of my actions. I was totally naked (not literally) as if I had drunk a bottle of Tequila in the shower. My inhibitions were gone and if I held onto it for to long my sanity as well. This total freedom would end as soon as my rational side would come back and then I would have to deal with the consequences of letting go (hurt feelings, poor impressions, lost business, jail not this time etc) but for the moment the freedom was exhilarating.
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May