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For those who want to stand on the edge of success a game of chicken must occur. Those who are willing to risk more generally can receive the greatest gain as they are willing to  fall in between. They push their businesses past the comfort zone to find inventory of an in item that know one else will dare look that way. They make investments in areas that are past 52 weeks. Sometimes it pays off big time but other times others will criticize their reckless behavior. In the end the game of chicken is a business practice for those willing to take the leap.

It’s time to put your ugly on as it’s winter. This is the one time of the year when know one expects you to look “perfect” just warm. You’re hair does that static thing as ears must be covered at all costs.  Clothes might be worn more then one day as warmth carries the day and smell well you’ll just have to deal with it.  One might look good on a ski slope but that is the few, the good looking, the skiers while the rest go to ugly mode. .  Ugly winter coming to a snow covered street near you.

You think the winter sucks well at least it’s not your house.  Winter can’t end soon enough as sometimes it makes me think that the ending in Bambi isn’t so bad after all. I know I should see a therapist to deal with my depressive issue  but I’m struggling 24/7 to find food and some shelter to get by. Trust me tree bark isn’t any manna from heaven.  So while you complain about a bit of snow ruining your “trip” think of M-E barely able to walk by this winter season.

FOOTNOTE-  Winter though makes spring oh so much more delicious.

It’s where one points the laser that tells where the burn marks will be. You can have everything just wrong except and that is where your happiness resides or the complete opposite and anger/sadness blind you.  There are so many “moments” that are missed as one focus is on the wrong “object” instead of one that is oh so powerful instead. Learning to handle the negative can allow one to bring in pinpoint heat where others don’t even see it.  Laser focused we all can be it’s just the object that determines the heat it releases.

Warning- This song will get stuck in your head

Youngblud “Zombie” has such a haunting melody that it will easily get stuck in your head. This song is almost hypnotic the way it brings you in note by note.   Powerful lyrics keep you glued to this sensation longer then you expected. Finally an addiction that feels good without any “real harm”

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Your sea will part and the song will come to your heart and soul. I pray that G-D reveals this sooner rather then later when all your struggles/pains are revealed in such a tapestry that the grand plan will echo throughout your being. No longer will you wonder but instead be amazed of the path it took to lead to right here right now.  I know it doesn’t always make sense but G-D works in many a mysterious way and hopefully soon this mystery will be solved.

I’ve been so many battles and wars that my peace is so AWESOME!!  During such times of hate being thrown at M-E I have to somehow keep the composure of a Marine as I was trained that was the best for me to react. The heat/anger burning inside of me is put into creative pursuits and working out like a feign. Yet then there are some moments where suddenly everything seems calm and I cherish it them like know one else can even imagine unless there path has  “TR” along the way. When something isn’t easy to achieve the moments are so much more brilliant and that is with “peace with M-E”

Does “Kill Me Fast” Three Days Grace make you want to live longer or kill it off?  I feel the pull of this song to keep my heart beating faster but is it just my mirror? LOVE to hear your thoughts.

The microscope is on M-E and they are zooming in.  It feels if every action & word is being analyzed by top scientists and pundits to find out what is truly behind M-E.  I live with the constant fear of being embarrassed or put on a stage until… I left.

Now I realize that this microscope might be pointed in my direction but for how long? It might appear that they have me under the “lens” but is it really just pointed in my direction? The truth is not as much of what the microscope shows them but whether I really care if they do look.

It’s my first and maybe my best!  For I earned the brush from the allowance I received for my efforts and used it create “this”!!  The “Art” is created as G-D gave me the tools of my hand as well as brain to illustrate it and I earned the brush. It was not given to M-E but one that took my own efforts to obtain. G-D willing I will be able to earn many more brushes and create art along my way yet I must never forget where it all began and the pride it started with.