One must always remember 12/30/20 the day we all stood still. Fear of Covid took over common sense and our naivety was swept under a ball. At that moment there were no big parties to go to as too many hid in fear instead. We realized the superstars in film, sports and all forms of entertainment weren’t as big as we made them out to be as we survived the night(s) without them. The superstars didn’t dress to the “t” but wore overalls, hospital garb, police uniforms and ordinary grocery store clothes. It’s been 5 years since the “governmental takeover” just enough time for us to forget about what happened and what could occur again if we forget this date.
Snow?
My path was blocked and I was trapped! Little by little it all came falling down until I stood alone in the cold with no warmth from any other human contact. Looking out I could see no path to survive this season until a call told me there was hope. A young voice who truly wanted to see me cleared my path enough to notice there was a prescription to all the cold pain around me. So I trek on even as the path ahead isn’t clear at least this time I see that the snow is more then what is on me but what is truly inside.
Dog Wild
You consider it a “standard walk” I consider it an adventure. For one can not enjoy the world around them if their sensors are limited by a screen in front of them. My walk includes all five senses on heightened alert. I can just smell for hours or look at the amazing grass that touches my toes and am amazed at what you are missing! Going for a walk or GOING FOR A WALK!!! Life is wilder then you can imagine if only you had four legs to observe it.
Overcoming My Mirror
Now I’m forced to look but can I overcome what I see? All the insecurities, trauma and doubts are right in my frame yet there is also a horizon not to far in the distance. So, I take one step toward that point and find it isn’t as scary to walk on my own as I thought. That the world isn’t really looking at M-E or talking behind my back and even if they do does it really matter? I’m not trapped in what I can’t do by myself when I take these steps to do it. No longer can I blame others for what I see when I look alone and now I’m taking steps to see to a whole new M-E.
FOOTNOTE- Taking time to be by oneself and truly staring is a journey one must continual take if there path to ones growth. This mirror is staring at M-E as well.
Jewish X-Mas
How does one of the Jewish faith celebrate X-Mas this year? Here are a few things on my schedule
- Business Meeting at a Kosher Restaurant- I’m not making people work that don’t want to plus the person asked for this meeting today. I at least look forward to a great bagel
- Real Estate Review- Yes, another business meeting but this individual is not a member of the Christian faith and so he’s a bit more free then normal.
- Dinner with Loved One’s- Probably at a Kosher Restaurant as not to interfere with those celebrating the holiday
- Movie Afternoon or Night- Great time for M-E to catch up on the movies
- Cleaning Up- Yes, with the extra time I should be able to clean up a bit more.
2026- Goals -Artistic
G-D willing 2026 will be a year of great achievement in the field of art and/or business that will make this world a bit brighter in a way the light didn’t fully shine the year before. Here are a few (below) of those thoughts that G-D willing will leap off this paper
I wanted to wish you all a very Merry X-Mas and a Happy, Healthy, Successful New Year. In that vein, please see my goals (below) for the upcoming year. May G-D bless us all1/20/26- Push For President- I want to meet with the President for my 60th birthday not only for some vanity project but more significantly discuss how we can Make Mental Health Great Again for those that are suffering and their loved ones. Furthermore I have a concept for a “Rocky” top musical with a different name on top that I believe the President will say “there is nothing else like it”WE WILL1. Press Release Will go out – Go Fund Me Campaign Up2. Whatever monies raised will go to marketing campaign or centers that help those suffering from Mental Health Issues and their loved ones1/31/26- Winter Jam/Birthday Bash- Nyack Hotel1. Teamed up with “Meals On Wheels”2. Will have local marketing campaign to grow the crowd size although it’s moving very well now.3. Press Release to be built on charity effort & maybe ** Star Talent** Artist in the area during this time including Hillary Duff, Delware Water Gap, Jessie J, & Rascall Flatts4. I hope to see Y’all there.BUD REBEL SHOW PODCAST1. We will look for guests that have a cult like following and/or have a fascinating story2. Markeing will be geared to the streaming service that can produce the greatest results in audience viewers and/or revenue3. We will try and help entrepreneurial type individuals, businessman and artist get their products and services out there in a F-U-N type way.SONGS1. Champion is in the “rough cut” phase. I hope to incorporate talented individuals like “Chip The Ripper” to complete said projectA. Marketing Campaign will include the Health & Human Secretary and Press Release.2. Work on a Thanksgiving Song with Country Elements and possibly a New Hanukah SongSEDUCTION1. We will look into new marketing techniques and or companies that can help boost numbers including possible ads on Spotify2. Monies for the distribution of the Film appear to be solid, but are waiting for previous investment monies to come inASU & THE UNDEAD1. Are being re-released on various streaming platforms.2. We will focus on one streaming service which will give us the best chance of return ( probably Tubi), and produce a market campaign to bring in viewer$FUTURE FILMS1. G-D willing once “Seduction” the movie is completed with the distribution angle in effect, I will start the process all over again with several other great scripts in the pipeline, including “Terror In Town” ” A Hell Can Wait”PRODUCTS1. Rebel Dog Biscuits are being sold in individual stores and through the website2. Might want to look into TikTok Sales3. Social Media campaign is proceeding3. Influencer Campaign will begin4. If we can produce a strong distribution/sales enterprise. The 1st Dog Biscuit For Passover will be produced and other products along the lineB REBEL STUDIO1. We are looking into buying a property rather then paying rent and adding steady income stream to the place such as adding a morning coffee type stationMENTAL HEALTH GROWTH1. I am working with an incredible team to produce a residence to help continued growth for those who battle mental health illnesses and their loved ones.TRUMP THE MUSICAL PODCAST1. Produce a marketing campaign to bring in contributors and talent to the projectKOOL & THE GANG1. Might be overkill but will try to bring this up to a new exciting lifeFOOTNOTE- TO BE CONTINUED MAYBE EVEN A SCRIPT OR TWO ALONG THE WAY.
Anonymous Message – A Business Concept
It needs to be said just not with your lips. For, you have been walking on eggshells day after day and you feel as if your the one who is going to crack. “Anonymous Message” will make sure your message is heard in a way that insures it doesn’t appear to be from your mirror and yet in a way that the person will actually hear it. Just explain the situation to our representative and we will find the perfect way for your voice to be heard with our lips instead. You’ll receive a secret coded copy of our message and the clients response once the mission has been completed and then it will self destruct upon request. “Anonymous Message” for the truth must be said even from another’s lips.
The Monster
They lurk in many a life causing fear when they least expect it. The attack will come suddenly in what appears to be nothing but once it’s on it’s nothing appears to stop the attack. You could call “Superman” but this monster is covered in Kryptonite. Yes, you’ll probably survive but traumatized by the attack and wonder whether you’ll ever truly have a moment of true peace. Fear of what will bring about the next attack will leave you blindsided and having you walk past many an eggshell wherever you might journey. Has this monster played a role in your mirror?
You Luv M-E
You luv M-E no matter your political persuasion, race, religion, creed color etc etc. I’m the one glue you’ll do almost anything for and many have already. Even those that call M-E the root of all evil don’t mind have a few extra of M-E around. You can stand on your mighty horse telling everyone how you want to be free from M-E but honestly you’ll never stand a chance. It’s not fair that others have more of M-E then you but stop your crying and just make M-E happen. So step pretending to be holier then though and enjoy the fruit of thy labor with M-E!
FOOTNOTE- I know this one is easy I just want one to think about the deeper meaning that is often overlooked.
Mask?
It’s supposed to protect them but instead brings on the sickness. For this mask was produced not to generate profits on it’s end but for the cure of the disease on the other end. In other words once you put it on you’ll absorb the micro viruses they’ve created to make you buy their cure. It’s best not to cover up and absorb the true world around you.
FOOTNOTE- Yes, G-D willing this stays a fictional tale yet the effect of masks on preventing illnesses over the long run is one that have true side effects.










