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The facts stand in my way so I twist them to fit the reality I feel. Ignoring those that don’t fit in my puzzle and finding one’s from a distant place that are sliced into place. These facts may not fit anyone else’s puzzle but they are easily seen through my neurons and I can’t let them go no matter what the argument might be.   Warning don’t try and find a piece that disrupts my thought process or I’ll start a puzzle with your name on it as well.

FOOTNOTE- Loved ones who suffer from this thought pattern must be reassured first that their pieces could fit but could other pieces work as well? This is their question not your answer.

It was the event of my life and it became a roller coaster. I had picked out a special “MK” dress as I was the keynote speaker at the “Diner” but as I got on a stage I spotted a stain that left my speech with marks that were far deeper. At my lowest moment I ran off the stage and found myself at a desolate beach with an array of sunshine I never expected. Here was this family that barely appeared dressed dancing around at the beach like they found a pot of gold when it was just a fish. A fish they somehow caught from an old worn out net. They saw my tears from a distance and invited me into their world. Their warmth brought me in as I tasted the best fish of my life even as I was raised on Caviar.  This lead me to believe life is what we make out of it not what is actually on our plate or in my case my shirt.

It was apparent to everyone else but I kept my eyes from seeing the truth. I just wanted to believe that I was in charge of my destiny instead of a higher authority and those who surrounded me were afraid to say anything different. So even as I was on top of the mountain I slowly methodically moved to the cliff. It’s amazing the disasters one can bring when they are too stubborn to look at one truly is in front of them instead of their ego within.

While other works take time to get results cleaning happens as soon as the broom/mop is lifted.  You can see an obvious before and after effect of your work that truly makes your presence known just with a bit of Spic and Span. While we take our  journey toward our dreams why not do it on on a shiny surface that shows our efforts by cleaning up along the path.

As a member Sock Union 59 I beg you to create this product. For, do you know how annoying it is to be separated from your loved one and being bit into day after day instead of being surrounded by a foot that loves you?  We weren’t made for this purpose but a “Dog Sock” would fit right in. It would have the elasticity those four legged pests would want without the dangerous effect we might bring them. They probably would even smell better.  “Dog Socks” would be the one sock your dog would bite into which would make your dog and sock community both very happy. So, please invent it now!!!!

Here is your next “boogie man” … Microplastics!!! Let’s face the idea of eating plastics doesn’t sound so appetizing. Yet there is no definitive proof that at the level some scientist are saying is in bottle water or plant based alternate “meat products” that it is harmful.  I’m not saying pass me some microplastics with my ketchup and I’d honestly like to cut this product out from my diet but creating a panic isn’t right as well.  Microplastics might not taste right but at this point it won’t kill you although the fear just might.

It’s not that I chose this life this life chose M-E!  Whatever I’ve done or said is put under a money microscope. If he didn’t have this or that advantage would he really…? Nothing can be accomplished because of who I individually am but what is backing me “up”. The hard work I’ve personally achieved is never truly counted in my scheme so why should I do it. Then you have the nerve to ask me why I’m so messed up maybe it’s because it’s the only thing thing you can’t say I got from my daddy!!

I’ve feared hardly anything but Y-O-U and this must stop!!!  Yes, when you’re in one of your episodes I will do what I can to calm the situation down even if truth might be hidden in the dark but I’m stopping there!! From, now I’m going to tell you the painful truth whenever and wherever I must as my ears, eyes and senses tell me. Fearing your reaction to what I see has caused me to be less than honest with who I am and I must stop!!! So the truth will be heard! Now to make these words come off this blog and into my life.

They say it’s not good to go to the last page but if I know how it ends I’dknow whether to continue right? Should I continue to fight for this relationship, watch the end of the finals college championship, push myself to work past the storm or take a few moments more to even finish a book? It all depends on how this comes to an end and that still is a complete mystery to me. Do the moves I make change the ending or is it predestined and I’ll go through the pains and gains along the way no matter what maybe just with different characters?  Come to think of it if I knew the ending would I be trying to write a whole different book or questioning the book that has been written for me?

Commercial free not on my remote!  Yes, they can drag out the action but they also give you time to get that snack or bathroom break.  A matter of fact commercials bring down the cost of the action and in today’s market every ad does count to lower my bills. Plus ads can be there own escape as well into the fun, silly and even information that you might not have known about.  So I say bring on the commercials and I’ll keep on watching or go to my bathroom break.