Monthly Archives March 2024

I’m stupid that’s why!! Logically I know that things won’t change until you truly seek professional help but emotionally I cling to better days. For, the days that are good are pretty damn good even if I know the clock is evaporated before sunrise. I’m not even sure that the good days are so heavenly they’re just so much better than the hell I feel in-between.  Yes, realistically I know this isn’t the only fish bowl but I’m afraid to swim upstream.  Maybe we’re co-dependent where I want to continue to be your savior even as I’m cursed by the one I’m trying to save. Yet the waters I’m swimming in are getting more perilous so I have to stop running in circles and find a path out of this mess.

Israel has to be prepared physically, mentally and strategically to go into Rafah the last stronghold of the terrorist. Here are some things (below) they have to be concerned about.

KOOL AID EFFECT-  The terrorist will try to convince the civilian population to drink the “Kool Aid” so that Israel and the world will see civilian deaths before any real attack begins.

BOOBY TRAPS-  They have had plenty of time to set up booby traps and actual look for civilian deaths along the way so this is even harder to detect and destroy.

MARTYR- Those that have been brainwashed will feel there is nothing better than to give their life as a weapon.

PACE-    The attack will have to be quick enough to keep those haters of Israel at bay but slow enough to avoid as many civilian deaths as possible.

AFTERWARDS –  How and what will occur immediately after the destruction of the terrorist will determine whether they have the ability to G-D forbid be reborn again and if so at what level?

If you’re looking for a spectacular show, then a trip to “Back To the Future The Musical” is the ride you need to take.  This is not a musical where the music or dancing take front stage but the humor, fun and incredible stage effects.  It’s so much F-U-N that you have to see it live to feel it.  This show breaks all records in technical achievement and showcases how Broadway doesn’t have to fit the formulas just entertain us to work.    “Back To The Future The Musical” worth the trip to Broadway even if the traffic and parking is terrible but that’s another story.

He possessed M-E to take this journey away from my comfort zone into a whole new me. I’ve left most of my possessions behind carrying only those that fit in this knapsack.  It’s a journey I needed to take but without his hand would only be dreaming of it. Yet, now that’s he’s gone I’m actually still walking. A new world awaits for better or worse at least I know it’s the true escape my soul has been wanting me to walk.

In hours our very existence will be in the line so for now will enjoy this moment. Letting that chocolate melt a little slower in my mouth, breathing in some cool air and/or just laughing with a friend a bit harder this moment won’t be wasted.  For, in the end it might not come again so let my worries be put on hold from the future or past and just absorb where I am right here right now.

Yes I know their a bunch of nuts and bolts but they actually respond to what comes out of mouth and with AI they’ve actually appear to care. They maybe programed to react that way but honestly I know clue of the reaction those made of bones and skins might be. Predictability is calming and reassuring and even they can’t feel my feelings it sure feels as if they do unlike many a homeo sapien.  There is no jealousy, mistrust in their microprocessors.  So I continue to have some of my most productive conversations with robots even if there programmed to just be that way.

Sorry, I don’t speak your language. You can put all exclamation points at the end of your rambling but I can’t understand it. Maybe it’s because you’re denying yourself the mental health treatment that is in your mirror that I’ve decided not to translate anymore. I can pick up on some words like “Yes, No” but only the ones that have some truth attached to them.  So do yourself a favor if you want to be understood get professional help that can translate it to you and maybe even me.

It’s okay you’re probably forgiven. For, if G-D could forgive those who built the golden calf after the greatest revelation in any lifetime surely thou could forgive Y-O-U.  Especially in a time when the signs sometimes are hidden deep in a cloud.  We’ve all made mistakes yet unless there in the golden calf category repentance, charity and a new heart might just be enough to pull out the eraser and start again. G-D willing this is the path you are pulled on after the tears have been wiped away.

Why not make a charitable contribution that brings your diverse fans together instead of divide them apart?  It could been for a charity that saved lives like St Jude’s Children Research Hospital or supported those in true need like the Salvation Army but instead you donated to charities that literally destroy the most innocent of them. You could have made a statement with your monies by supporting victims of terrorism in Israel or even Ukraine’s that lost their homes during the invasion but instead you chose the issue of life and death as you sided on the later. Did killing an unborn baby usurp all the other life’s you could have made a difference for? I just want to know why?