For the moment you took over and it felt as it felt as if I cut myself. The sudden release of angry flowed with a power I had not realized was in me. Yet when it was over I knew I lost more then I gained. The words that came out of my mouth were not truly of my own but of your control as I felt you pulled them out of the depth’s of darkness deep within my bowels. I lost my control and it was because I let you in and now I wonder whether the wound will ever be truly healed or leave a scar that can easily be opened at your will.
10
October