I’m afraid not in the sense of a shower scene but scene’s in my life when I’m put in this role of leadership. It is not that I’m afraid to state my position and make decisions on business, political or family matters (sometimes the water drips) but when people look to me as some spiritual leader then my hair becomes wet. For although I’m a spiritual person who continues to research the truth in various forms I’m scared that others might find this path too wet for them. It’s a path that I pray G-D has chosen for me to walk but I’m not sure there is room for many others to walk down this line. I’m always open to the discussion and would love to have many walk with me as well but the dichotomy is I’m afraid that I’m not the right person to be at the head of the pack. There are many more brilliant scholars and greater oratators who others including I should follow. Fear might be just the lever to keep me looking and listening to them as well.