It’s amazing how one negative thought can permeate the entire body. I consciously allowed such a negative thought to enter my psyche just to see how fast I could move away from other thoughts but found it more difficult to crack through then I expected. Now I wonder about the other times I didn’t consciously allow those thoughts to come in as to make sure there is a quick exit before they break me up. This usually happens when I compare my circumstances right there and then with one that appears to have it better. That exit for me is faith in a higher meaning and purpose to what is existing right in front of me. Sometimes those clouds might thicken and even a thunderstorm appear but I must continue to search through as that beacon of light guides me away from the pain to G-D’s path instead.