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I thought the pain would stop once my heart did but it has only got worse. While I was here on earth I often felt so sad that I could hardly lift myself out of bed and wondered about the burden I put on my loved ones. It got so painful I felt the only way to relieve everyone’s burden was for to leave permanently so I took my own life. Yet now all I hear is how everyone is blaming themselves for what I’ve done and the fights that are destroying my fragile family and I can’t say a word in response. I can’t tell them how much they have truly helped me when I was here and gave me the strength to carry on but most importantly I can’t tell them how much I love them. It wasn’t their fault that I left it was an illness in my head that took me away.
Now I realize how I was helpful when all I thought I was a burden. How much my times of happiness helped add joy to those around me and even how my sad moments allowed my art to touch others. I could empathize with the pain of others through my sad moments and that helped them overcome their difficulties. Now I can’t do anything but watch and it hurts more then I ever could have ever imagined. If only I could take that faithful day back and bring new life not only to myself but those I care about