I was warned but couldn’t listen. It was the one area people never returned from, but I decided to dare nature because I was “special”. At first it was a simple quiet whisper but then the sound took over my entire being. Maybe somehow, I’ll pull out of it, but if not let this “message in my bottle”, be a warning some journey’s lead to hell especially ones with a siren calling.
Underneath all those layers there is a beautiful person. Yet few will know this person since those layers deeply control the person that is hidden within. Once in a while that person sneaks out on their own usually to greet someone but is forced back into the layers by a paranoia/fear that won’t let go. I pray that G-D willing those layers will slowly shrink and dissipate with the help of professional care but until then the beauty gets hidden deeper and deeper within.
Don’t get me started that thing running down the street must be stopped at all cost and if you didn’t put me on that damn leach it would have. This creature attacks my block in different colors and sizes but has no right to drive through my territory. A matter of fact if you want to walk down my street or any one I’m walking you better stop and be friendly to me or you’ll hear my voice loud and clear. Don’t rush me for the smells around me are from a whole different universe that you can’t even comprehend. What one sees, hears and feels is quite different from our 4 legged perception of reality.
FOOTNOTE- Why is that tail following me around all the time it’s time to catch it!!!
I can’t believe I forgot to drop that class and now my graduation paper is worthless. Worse than that I’m like a cartoon character from the 80’s as I forgot to wear any clothes in front of a whole group of people. What is going on? I have to get out of here as I run full speed ahead and suddenly start falling and falling and… Welcome to my continually dreams at least one of them occurring between 12PM-4AM on a regular looped bases in my head.
When is it time to just change? Is there some type of formula one can add up and make such a deduction? I think change must come when ones clock is more in the sad and unhappy mode then one that makes a frown turn upside down. If the pattern continues day after day than it’s best to find a different type of day to set it apart. Change doesn’t have to be bold but it must be one that resets that clock. For, life is too short and change is just another path to make it better before the clock runs out.
It’s so sad that because of your untreated illness you’ll never truly know who loves(d) you. It’s sad as your emotions at a moment are the only things real in your world although it is completely distorted from the truth. Your perception is filled with rage, hate and anger instead of the love that is right around you if you only got the help to see it. Nothing in this world can truly make you happy past a moment as it is just a block in a world that is truly dark and dreary. It’s just sad because there is so much more love, happiness and true health if you only got the professional help to see it.
I lied but for the good. The truth is something I was forbidden to say by another loved one and if it leaked out well that would have been a mess. There is a deeper purpose to my lie as it is for a greater good then me. Just as one as to say an ugly dress looks pretty on a wedding day so does this lie help cover a greater good. G-D knows I want to be honest yet knows there are times when it should be bent and this is my clock today. G-D willing this lie will lead to a path that will wipe my slate clean sooner rather than later.
FOOTNOTE- Jacob went down this path have you done as well?
DEFINITION– To be prejudged because of the accent, tone,and/ or texture of one’s voice
SENTENCE- Mike was unable to land the position he had trained all his life for because of voicism.
REAL WORLD- Voicism is a subtle way society continues to discriminate against individuals from various backgrounds without any repercussions. Many individuals are “typecast” in certain roles and expectations not for what comes out of their mouths but for the accent/tone it’s introduced with.
I’ve decided to look at my latest case of laryngitis half full and, this comes from someone who “normally” uses their voice constantly. Here (below) is my attempt to do so.
(1) It gives me a reason to learn to finally spell this word” Laryngitis” correctly.
(2) If I don’t want to talk I actually have a good reason.
(3) Nobody can accuse me of yelling at them.
(4) My podcasts and youtube.com video’s are in the “classic” format till G-D willing my voice returns.
(5) The words I speak have a deeper meaning as they are far in few in-between.
(6) It’s hard to get in arguments when only one has the voice to speak as such.
(7) Tea and honey taste great
(8) People are more empathetic to me evetime I open my mouth.
“Full Elevator Button” will be the one button that will truly get you quickly to the ground floor when space is oh so limited. This button will make sure no other floors will open in-between where there is barely room to breathe. The “Full Elevator Button” because when it’s full there truly is no place to stop