Though I was there to the bitter end the ending still continues. For, I am haunted by that image in many a dream making your return but with the same painful result. It is a memory that although lessons on my conscious mind overtime still plays on full force in the sub version. Maybe it’s a fear that somehow I could have done more or the thoughts of what we missed that keeps this mind wondering? All I know is in the end your life and death will never die as long as I am alive and dreaming.
There are times your generosity pays off right away and that is with a “Casper Order”. This is when you allow someone to get something for themselves and in their effort to get other people what they want they actually ghost themselves. Your generosity is still noted when this occurs and your bank is a bit larger as well. “Casper Orders” allow someone to be the type of person there supposed to be without paying for it.
I believe Israel should do whatever it can to spare civilian life in the war against Hamas but innocent is hard to find. For, many of the civilians still support the death and torture of innocence which occurred on October 7th. Those same civilians are not jumping into forming a free democracy after the defeat of Hamas in many territories of the Gaza Strip and appear not to be cooperating in helping to free “innocent” people taken as hostages. Yes, many are brainwashed into “anti-semitic” hate but even the Germans changed after the defeat of the Nazi’s so I wonder? G-D willing my thoughts are wrong and many innocents can be found in this strip as those build a brighter peaceful future for the people living in this land. .
I know you’re speaking because I see your lips move but I have moved to a whole new galaxy in between the hello and goodbye. The galaxy I have gone to is far, far , far away from this conversation. It is in zone that is way out there and I’m trying to get back to you but am truly lost in space. I know I’m missing some key points that might get me in a war but this space is somewhat peaceful in a way that my mind drifts too. So, please understand that it’s not Y-O-U but the travels my neuron’s have taken me to and landing is far from my reality.
I have my own form of secret service although they don’t wear suits just the birthday type. They watch to make sure I’m safe from behind and in front of me. Whenever I walk they are on my tail. They work to the bone day and night making sure I’m safe and work for about the same rate. My secret service is always there for M-E even if it’s raining cats and them. I truly recommend getting this secret service although you’ll have to clean up after their mess. Licking is included.
You shine on my daily plan but never too close. We keep on eye on each other but that is all. Words can be exchanged as if we woke up in another bed but it’s always the same sheets. We are emotionally attached without any body parts doing the same. Without S you and I can be as close as we ever desire without fulfilling that ultimate word. We playfully tease that red line without an eraser in one’s hand although one wonders if that line is strong enough to keep us ultimately apart.
Let’s face if one is to get through all the s**t the world can bring one new a super strong strainer. We all know many are full of bulls**t but every once even those who appear to be a cow somehow release some gold. What’s most hurtful is when those you’ve trusted start to lead you down the wrong path and the strainer needs to be used on them. One should keep listening to everyone because gold is truly hidden in some of the most unlikely places and when it is found you’re usually the only one holding it. Therefore, having a strong strainer enables one to get to the truth even when it’s full of a lot s**t around it.
I don’t need you pandering to my side in fact I find it annoying. It’s so obvious and honestly a bit obnoxious how you “artificially” add my group/philosophy to a storyline that honestly was so much more entertaining without it. Don’t get me wrong artificially adding to other parts of my life whether it be clothes, razors or other areas just to be PC feels just as annoying. I’m not interested in “my kind” being held out as a hero just be real whether it needs to be included in some stupid month or following a trend is silly. I don’t need you for validation especially when it’s only about checking my box.
You have not read the beginning nor the ending but assume how this story goes. It is if you think you’re the author but haven’t even written a line. How can you make such decisions without even checking out the previous chapters or the one after this point? The book isn’t even fully written but you’ve decided my fate already.
Let’s all agree that things are pretty F’d up! Inflation and interest rates are hurting so many households across the land. Wars are effecting our allied countries and our own resources. Violent crime and deaths to due to harmful drugs such as Fentanyl are out of control. We have no control of who is illegally entering our country and the impact that is having on our fellow citizens and them as well. Let’s face it the picture is not too rosy for way too many. Can we also agree that things need to change? That the policies which have been adopted have failed no matter where you might be looking. If so I ask that in less then six months you vote for such a change even if it’s not in the column you’d normally look or just look away.
FOOTNOTE- I kept the view relatively tame so it reaches the most viewers.