You’re an AG as you exist but aren’t truly involved in my life. In many ways, like the standard G, you haunt me with your reactions, but when it comes to help, you can’t “move anything”. Yet I can feel your intensity surround me, but that’s about it. I might try to cast you away, yet I know you’ll still haunt me in the end. AG, this one is no Casper.
10 Commandment & ….
The “10th Commandment” provides for true happiness. We can and should have a desire to achieve more while not envying those that do. For, what appears good on their plate may not fit with your stomach. Socialism goes against this value by saying everyone deserves the same no matter what they actually bring to the table and creates envy for those that don’t. Striving and desire is great but being happy for others isn’t too bad either for their smile and yours.
My Truth
This is my truth and I won’t hear anything else!! I know what you said and that’s it! No, I didn’t misunderstand what you said even if that would give true peace. Yes, tone and volume can make a difference in how others might perceive things but not M-E!! You can say there is a whole different painting but mine is laser focused. It’s not important if it’s inconsistent in what you’d normally do because maybe it was all a trap! I won’t accept anything else even if this anger is slowly bringing me 6 feet under because in the end all I have is my truth! A truth I hold onto even if I’m the only ears hearing it!
FOOTNOTE- One’s truth is not the only painting in the room.
Time Gone
It’s gone and I can’t get it back. Just a moment time was racing forward as it gripped my wrist feeling it would never be gone but now I don’t have a clue. Anguish, frustration and distress has taken it’s place instead. How much time must I shed before I’m willing to replace the old ways with the new? Money and power come and go but time wasted never can truly be replaced.
FOOTNOTE– Sometimes the grips of yesterday create a new release on todays clock that others could never fully grasp because their zones what quite different.
Lost Time
I’ve lost time and have no way to get it back. Monies and fame can come and go but time never reverses course. Time spent on looking for “it” and not finding a clue is one that is lost forever. The pain, anguish and frustration is something one can never tilt the clock backwards. So can someone else find my smart watch ?
Superbowl For Seattle But
I’m rooting for the “Seattle Seahawks” as a football fan but if the Pats win I won’t complain… too much. I grew up with “Seattle’s” trick plays that added so much to the game and had such big personalities that I adopted this team into my favorites. Yes, I also love their logo better then the Patriots and they haven’t won a Superbowl for over 10 years so that would add to the side. Yet Robert Kraft the owner of the Pats is a truly special person who has given much to many a charity and a proud active Zionist. So yes I’m rooting for Seattle but if the Pats win it wouldn’t be so bad either.
Self Help – YouTube
“Self Help” through YouTube videos has saved M-E from many a narrow trail of pain. Whether the help comes through the great legal/psychological mind of “Jefferson Fischer”, The Success Paradox or Mel Robbins these video’s open doors my mind was not going. They’ve helped M-E deal with so many “toxic people”, troubling events or just a negative thought that stayed in my mind way too long. It’s not that this advise changes everything but allows me to try and implement ideas that actually could. Video’s can be a great escape but with “Self Help” from YouTube they’re a great awakening instead.
Nothing & Everything
I have nothing! For, anytime I have someone I believe they will betray M-E! They might say they’ve said something or meant something else but I know their alternate plans. Happiness is just a fleeting memory where betrayal will rest instead. Friends come and go as it appears they can’t put up with “my truth”. The ironic twist is I lack nothing in the material world but everything in the “true world”. Some say I have a paranoid personality disorder but I know better and understand I just have nothing.
FOOTNOTE- Those who suffer from untreated mental health conditions can appear to have everything else but truly live with nothing but pain.
Business Chicken
For those who want to stand on the edge of success a game of chicken must occur. Those who are willing to risk more generally can receive the greatest gain as they are willing to fall in between. They push their businesses past the comfort zone to find inventory of an in item that know one else will dare look that way. They make investments in areas that are past 52 weeks. Sometimes it pays off big time but other times others will criticize their reckless behavior. In the end the game of chicken is a business practice for those willing to take the leap.
Ugly Winter
It’s time to put your ugly on as it’s winter. This is the one time of the year when know one expects you to look “perfect” just warm. You’re hair does that static thing as ears must be covered at all costs. Clothes might be worn more then one day as warmth carries the day and smell well you’ll just have to deal with it. One might look good on a ski slope but that is the few, the good looking, the skiers while the rest go to ugly mode. . Ugly winter coming to a snow covered street near you.








