Monthly Archives February 2026

I have nothing!  For, anytime I have someone I believe they will betray M-E!  They might say they’ve said something or meant something else but I know their alternate plans. Happiness is just a fleeting memory where betrayal will rest instead.  Friends come and go as it appears they can’t put up with “my truth”.  The ironic twist is I lack nothing in the material world but everything in the “true world”. Some say I have a paranoid personality disorder but I know better and understand I just have nothing.

FOOTNOTE-  Those who suffer from untreated mental health conditions can appear to have everything else but truly live with nothing but pain.

For those who want to stand on the edge of success a game of chicken must occur. Those who are willing to risk more generally can receive the greatest gain as they are willing to  fall in between. They push their businesses past the comfort zone to find inventory of an in item that know one else will dare look that way. They make investments in areas that are past 52 weeks. Sometimes it pays off big time but other times others will criticize their reckless behavior. In the end the game of chicken is a business practice for those willing to take the leap.

It’s time to put your ugly on as it’s winter. This is the one time of the year when know one expects you to look “perfect” just warm. You’re hair does that static thing as ears must be covered at all costs.  Clothes might be worn more then one day as warmth carries the day and smell well you’ll just have to deal with it.  One might look good on a ski slope but that is the few, the good looking, the skiers while the rest go to ugly mode. .  Ugly winter coming to a snow covered street near you.

You think the winter sucks well at least it’s not your house.  Winter can’t end soon enough as sometimes it makes me think that the ending in Bambi isn’t so bad after all. I know I should see a therapist to deal with my depressive issue  but I’m struggling 24/7 to find food and some shelter to get by. Trust me tree bark isn’t any manna from heaven.  So while you complain about a bit of snow ruining your “trip” think of M-E barely able to walk by this winter season.

FOOTNOTE-  Winter though makes spring oh so much more delicious.

It’s where one points the laser that tells where the burn marks will be. You can have everything just wrong except and that is where your happiness resides or the complete opposite and anger/sadness blind you.  There are so many “moments” that are missed as one focus is on the wrong “object” instead of one that is oh so powerful instead. Learning to handle the negative can allow one to bring in pinpoint heat where others don’t even see it.  Laser focused we all can be it’s just the object that determines the heat it releases.

Warning- This song will get stuck in your head

Youngblud “Zombie” has such a haunting melody that it will easily get stuck in your head. This song is almost hypnotic the way it brings you in note by note.   Powerful lyrics keep you glued to this sensation longer then you expected. Finally an addiction that feels good without any “real harm”

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