Monthly Archives February 2026

Just A Great Song !!

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The money has been saved and the time is now free but the clock has ticked away. For, as I saved up for this moment I guess G-D had a different time for me to begin and I can’t rewind the clock. The moments before could have been so much more “special” if I knew when I would have to begin yet this is one commodity that won’t come back. I wish I knew now I do and it’s just too damn late.

FOOTNOTE-  In between your busy schedule to get there stop and actually look.

The alarm went off but it wouldn’t shut off. My phone rang and it wouldn’t let me answer it. My remote control was even in control. Yet if it was my devices I could deal it with it but the coldness of loved ones is leaving me feeling as if I don’t exist. What is going on!! I feel like a…..  I guess I just forgot.

Don’t Y-O-U remember I was in your feet just a lifetime ago? That’s right I was the one with two and you were the one with four.  The bond is still there just in a different body. I was good too Y-O-U in those days but nothing compared to how you are too M-E today. The problem is there is no way I can communicate this truth too you as I speak in Bark in your in English.   Trust M-E your kindness will be reciprocated plus if this story changes again and our bond will even be stronger …that’s if I remember.

While chaos surrounds every corner of my being, walls from the inside allow for peace. For I am making an extra effort to build these walls brick by brick so negative thoughts don’t come in and even when there are cracks ice them out before they would take hold. I can not control the chaos that others bring to my table but I have to make a greater effort of staying strong at least from the inside out.  This doesn’t mean keeping my cool at all times but not letting it stay for free in my head. Being who I am is harder when the world around you is making so much noise that is why the wall of inner peace must be maintained no matter what!

I need to get away and they’ll pay to have it done. For, even if they treat M-E poorly would they actually not pay a few dollars to let me “live”?  Yes, then I will really live with my kidnapper taking a cut while I escape this toxic life I’m stuck in. It might seem wrong but you haven’t had to deal with what I have had to with no papers signed for my escape this was the only route I could take. I loved my country but with the money they’ll send to have me “live” I’ll truly do so maybe in Mexico instead.

I miss Y-O-U today as I must run. I’d love to give new insight, provide a funny perspective or just be authentical M-E with Y-O-U but can’t as I must run early to work. I could be writing the piece that changes your life today but unfortunately I can’t because I have to be there extra early and if I started writing I don’t know where it would ….

We mourn the loss of Jessie Jackson for his loved one and those who have been touched by many of his words. He was an important civil rights leader for the time.  Yet we shouldn’t forget that he was one who created a deep division between those of the African American community and those of the Jewish faith. It wasn’t just a word or two that he could later apologize for but pushing policies that would be harder to forgive. Jessie Jackson also funded his organization “Push” through threats to various businesses of boycotts and pressure campaigns if they wouldn’t pay.  It’s important that we look at the whole picture of Jessie Jackson and I’m sure that most outlets will be pushing the “good side” as if he was saint.  May G-D allow him though at this time to rest in peace even if it’s a bit more bumpy to get there.

“Roofman” is not just a movie but a way of seeing the world. Where many try to divide the world in deep black and white lines “Roofman” shows there is much gray in-between. Yes, people do bad things and deserve to be punished accordingly but for others they see a completely different image. It’s as individuals have their own coin to be flipped and many see only the heads or tails without looking in between.

****- Roofman hits the moments that keep the viewer entertained throughout.

My name is…. and I’m an addict. I know what I do is not good for M-E but it still stays in my mirror. Somehow I think this will be my last time but keep falling down that rabbit hole. I have days maybe even weeks where I’m completely clean and feel I’ve conquered it only to feel the pain 24 hour later that I’ve failed myself. Maybe it’s because I get such a high being wanted and fixing things that I studiedly believe this one can be fixed but no it will truly take a miracle. Yet if I can just through this one I know … nothing.  I’m an addict and toxic relations is my poison.