Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, Happy Kwanza and an Awesome Festivus to everyone out there. Whatever holiday you might be celebrating in the next day or so may it be loads of F-U-N with your loved ones. Take a break from your normal routine and have a bit more Egg nag, Potato Latkes, Collard Greens (looked up Kwanaza) or Meatloaf served on Lettuce. May G-D bless us all with an extra smile whichever path we might be taking to get there.
THERAPIST- Tell me about your first memory
DAVE- Well, it’s a bit bizarre are you sure?
THERAPIST- This is a safe place so please don’t worry.
DAVE- Okay, I was watching all my loved ones eating food as I was in deep pain.
THERAPIST- That must have been uncomfortable for you.
DAVE- It’s worse I was in deep pain and then they suddenly stuck this cloth with liquid down my throat and I was drugged or something.
THERAPIST- That sounds horrible, Dave
DAVE- It’s gets worse everyone could see my Junk and it was altered forever.
THERAPIST- You understand that this could be part of some psychotic episode or…
DAVE- A Bris. Come to think of it that wine was pretty good.
The mirror Y-O-U one sees might have more to do with the first moments than one would normally assume. Was that moment full of love or a quick thrill? Could the music or art around the timing affect how you perceive of the world today? Is it possible if they had chosen water rather than a beer your system might run smoother today? The question isn’t if it’s true but has it been asked?
La Palma is a film about a Tsunami that loses you before anything hits the shore. I love good character development but when one sees a disaster movie it is not the type concerning a family. La Palma not only overdoes the characters but of course has to put in all the PC language and actions that is part of the Netflix culture. Often I feel I’m missing something when I don’t see what is most popular yet La Palma provided me with relief to discover this is not always the case.
** -Bland and boring for a disaster movie. I added an extra star because La Palma the Island is beautiful.
FOOTNOTE- I might just skip to the last episode to see if the whole series continues to be a disaster.
“Wuve” is that emotion only your 4 legged friend can express. It’s that feeling where your best friend trust you now matter what you and wants to be with you even when everyone else has left the room. Wuve, doesn’t require gifts or even attention just your existence in their realm. Wuve, is a unique feeling only those that have a best friend in their life can experience and one they often take for granted.
There’s lazy and then there is “Alexa Lazy”. This is the type of lazy where it simple takes some CO2 to change your vibe but you are just are to lazy to even exhaust that. You continue to listen to sounds that can be changed by a word or two and yet your laziness has won over even your mouth. Alexa Lazy the ultimate slacker move.
Love is great but it’s also stupid. We often make illogical decisions when in the state of love that add up to temporary happiness and long term pain. That is why sometimes the old ways of letting a loved one find you a match might add up to A better future. For they put logic in the picture first and let love develop based on that outcome. For, love is not only blind but stupid so try listening to those who have always loved you first before you might descend into love.
Do I really trust Y-O-U? Is really everything met for a higher purposes that I might not be able to see? Is this pain, difficult, sadness just a puzzle piece to my eventual happiness? G-D how much can I trust when fear is gripping at my heals.? Now read the story of Joseph and see where truly you’re answer would be.
If you can’t do it right then shut the whole damn thing down!!! I’m sick of those that supposedly representing me only representing their own mirror when it comes to spending!!! They all start as “regular people” then become multi-millionaires after their “public service” for funding and lobbying for stuff we their bosses don’t want!!! Let’s have a clean CR bill without all the bells and whistles. For, it’s time we put our fiscal house in order or close the whole damn thing down!!
Fear has taken over my life. Fear, can be good as it prevents one from getting to close to open fire or they will get burned but mine has no “true” rationality behind it yet it still possesses my mind. I know that’s the case because I’m embarrassed to tell others about it although that might be part of my obsession. Before you get on any high horse look in your own mirror are you scared of a public speech no one will remember or afraid of a conflict others start etc,etc? We all have fears that possess here (below) is how I’m challenging them.
(1) SERENITY PRAYER- Knowing the difference of what is in my hands and the almighty allows me to feel a bit different- https://www.archspm.org/faith-and-discipleship/prayer/catholic-prayers/the-serenity-prayer/
(2) FIRE & THOUGHT- How rationale is my fear is it as close to fire that burns or one I previously never felt burnt from?
(3) STEP BY STEP- I allow myself to get closer to my spiders one tentacle at a time. Before you know it I might just feel like a real Spiderman.
(4) LOVED ONES- Those that truly love me are not afraid of such fear in their life or mine should I truly be afraid?