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Every one of us has a role to play in the secular and spiritual world even if we’re still looking. It is a role keyed to our basic DNA, history and skills that we might continue to search for but sometimes is right in front of our face. This is what this weeks Parsha/Dvar truly speaks to me about.  When we neglect the basic role we are put in then the higher one will be missed out as well.  So keep the daily routine going and someday soon G-D willing the larger role will come out even in ones wash.

Though I was there to the bitter end the ending still continues. For, I am haunted by that image in many a dream making your return but with the same painful result. It is a memory that although lessons on my conscious mind overtime still plays on full force in the sub version. Maybe it’s a fear that somehow I could have done more or the thoughts of what we missed that keeps this mind wondering? All I know is in the end your life and death will never die as long as I am alive and dreaming.

There are times your generosity pays off right away and that is with a “Casper Order”. This is when you allow someone to get something for themselves and in their effort to get other people what they want they actually ghost themselves. Your generosity is still noted when this occurs and your bank is a bit larger as well. “Casper Orders” allow someone to be the type of person there supposed to be without paying for it.

I believe Israel should do whatever it can to spare civilian life in the war against Hamas but innocent is hard to find.  For, many of the civilians still support the death and torture of innocence which occurred on October 7th. Those same civilians are not jumping into forming a free democracy after the defeat of Hamas in many territories of the Gaza Strip and appear not to be cooperating in helping to free “innocent” people taken as hostages. Yes, many are brainwashed into “anti-semitic”  hate but even the Germans changed after the defeat of the Nazi’s so I wonder? G-D willing my thoughts are wrong and many innocents can be found in this strip as those build a brighter peaceful future for the people living in this land. .

I know you’re speaking because I see your lips move but I have moved to a whole new galaxy in between the hello and goodbye. The galaxy I have gone to is far, far , far away from this conversation. It is in zone that is way out there and I’m trying to get back to you but am truly lost in space. I know I’m missing some key points that might get me in a war but this space is somewhat peaceful in a way that my mind drifts too. So, please understand that it’s not Y-O-U but the travels my neuron’s have taken me to and landing is far from my reality.

I have my own form of secret service although they don’t wear suits just the birthday type. They watch to make sure I’m safe from behind and in front of me. Whenever I walk they are on my tail. They work to the bone day and night making sure I’m safe and work for about the same rate. My secret service is always there for M-E even if it’s raining cats and them. I truly recommend getting this secret service although you’ll have to clean up after their mess. Licking is included.

You shine on my daily plan but never too close. We keep on eye on each other but that is all. Words can be exchanged as if we woke up in another bed but it’s always the same sheets. We are emotionally attached without any body parts doing the same.  Without S you and I can be as close  as we ever desire without fulfilling that ultimate word.  We playfully tease that red line without an eraser in one’s hand although one wonders if that line is strong enough to keep us ultimately apart.

Let’s face if one is to get through all the  s**t the world can bring one new a super strong strainer.  We all know many are full of bulls**t but every once even those who appear to be a cow somehow release some gold.  What’s most hurtful is when those you’ve trusted start to lead you down the wrong path and the strainer needs to be used on them. One should keep listening to everyone because gold is truly hidden in some of the most unlikely places and when it is found you’re usually the only one holding it.   Therefore, having a strong strainer enables one to get to the truth even when it’s full of a lot s**t around it.