When is it time to just change? Is there some type of formula one can add up and make such a deduction? I think change must come when ones clock is more in the sad and unhappy mode then one that makes a frown turn upside down. If the pattern continues day after day than it’s best to find a different type of day to set it apart. Change doesn’t have to be bold but it must be one that resets that clock. For, life is too short and change is just another path to make it better before the clock runs out.
Just Sad
It’s so sad that because of your untreated illness you’ll never truly know who loves(d) you. It’s sad as your emotions at a moment are the only things real in your world although it is completely distorted from the truth. Your perception is filled with rage, hate and anger instead of the love that is right around you if you only got the help to see it. Nothing in this world can truly make you happy past a moment as it is just a block in a world that is truly dark and dreary. It’s just sad because there is so much more love, happiness and true health if you only got the professional help to see it.
Didn’t Sleep
I didn’t sleep.
- I was getting a new promotion tomorrow
- Actually I just got fired
- I’m in the middle of a combat zone
- My infant won’t go to sleep.
- Tomorrow I’m going to tell her it’s over
- I’m getting married tomorrow
- I’ve just been locked up for a crime I didn’t commit
- I just got a way with murder … for now.
- A loved one is very sick
- I just found I’m sick
- I’m hiding from the police
- The drugs are keeping me awake
- I’m supposed to give birth tomorrow
- The dog is barking
- My parents are getting divorced
- We have to move tomorrows
- I’ve been sent to fight in a war
- I’m just not tired.
Lied
I lied but for the good. The truth is something I was forbidden to say by another loved one and if it leaked out well that would have been a mess. There is a deeper purpose to my lie as it is for a greater good then me. Just as one as to say an ugly dress looks pretty on a wedding day so does this lie help cover a greater good. G-D knows I want to be honest yet knows there are times when it should be bent and this is my clock today. G-D willing this lie will lead to a path that will wipe my slate clean sooner rather than later.
FOOTNOTE- Jacob went down this path have you done as well?
Voicism** E**
DEFINITION– To be prejudged because of the accent, tone,and/ or texture of one’s voice
SENTENCE- Mike was unable to land the position he had trained all his life for because of voicism.
REAL WORLD- Voicism is a subtle way society continues to discriminate against individuals from various backgrounds without any repercussions. Many individuals are “typecast” in certain roles and expectations not for what comes out of their mouths but for the accent/tone it’s introduced with.
laryngitis-Half Full**E**
I’ve decided to look at my latest case of laryngitis half full and, this comes from someone who “normally” uses their voice constantly. Here (below) is my attempt to do so.
(1) It gives me a reason to learn to finally spell this word” Laryngitis” correctly.
(2) If I don’t want to talk I actually have a good reason.
(3) Nobody can accuse me of yelling at them.
(4) My podcasts and youtube.com video’s are in the “classic” format till G-D willing my voice returns.
(5) The words I speak have a deeper meaning as they are far in few in-between.
(6) It’s hard to get in arguments when only one has the voice to speak as such.
(7) Tea and honey taste great
(8) People are more empathetic to me evetime I open my mouth.
Full Elevator Button -Business Idea **E**
“Full Elevator Button” will be the one button that will truly get you quickly to the ground floor when space is oh so limited. This button will make sure no other floors will open in-between where there is barely room to breathe. The “Full Elevator Button” because when it’s full there truly is no place to stop
Laziness Killer
I know what’s going to kill me but I’m too lazy to change it. Actually it’s a formula of laziness of mind, body and maybe even soul. I’m too lazy to make my own meal so a bag of Doritos with prepackaged cheese fits my lifestyle. Gym looks great when watching it in a movie on my couch. I’m a person of faith but faith starts on my pillow not in a pew. Working on myself appears exhausting so I fight through my day coming oh so close to the jail cell. Yes, laziness is killing me but it’s exhausting to change. Please pass my the Doritos.
FOOTNOTE- Do you know someone who sleeps on this pillow?
Alcohol Equation
What is the best calculus when to determine if one is add/ and or delete a bit of “spirit” to their life? Here are some of the factors (below) in my calculus.
(1) Ride Home- No amount of good time is worth the pain one can bring if they drink over the limit. Hotel stays or buddy ride homes delete this negative.
(2) Paid For – If the drinks are already paid for in advance such an invite to a party then a plus is added to the alcohol balance sheet.
(3) Prepared- Is your body prepared for such indulgence so that the after effects won’t linger long after the drinking has ended. Maybe it’s an extra glass of something in advance that makes sure everything stays in place after.
(4) Food- Have you eaten a great deal in advance if so then anything over a cocktail might be a waste of your time and mind?
(5) Next Day- What is your schedule for your next day and how will the spirit of the moment add or delete from your next days alarm clock.
Footnote- Would you add or delete to this formula?










