Monthly Archives September 2019

We have moved away from a society that accepts stereotypes of groups of people well that is accept if you’re a white male. Every time there is a mass shooting the media jumps to try and prove it’s another “white male” but seldom reports on the color of the victim or perpetrator of gang violence in our inner city.   If there is going to be a dumb or evil character in a movie or other entertainment genre this mystery will be solved as it will probably be “the white male”.  Finally of course any remnants of hate will also fit their category of “White Male” 1st and foremost.  This is not because it’s the whole truth but the one the media wants you to hear especially as the guilty white male will pay repentance for the sins of others by voting and acting the way they want you to.

Hurricane Dorian ends politics well at least it should.  For when a storm of such magnitude is about to affect so many people it doesn’t stop to see whether one is carrying a Republican, Democratic or Independent card it just attempts to destroy whatever or whoever gets in it’s way. Shouldn’t we stop to ignore the labels for the moment and focuse instead on helping each other as fellow human beings without the labels?  Wouldn’t it be great if we held our leaders accountable for the actions they take before, during and after the storm based on facts on the ground rather then which party “we’re supposed to support”?   Who knows maybe G-D’s reason to allow such devastation is partly to have us understand this basic truth and work as one to help each other make it through.

Last night it appeared that the person I was speaking to was a computer that was on fire.  For the saying “No ticket no laundry” was replaced with “Ticket still no laundry actually car” instead. I had purchased in advance from Park Whizz a parking spot for my car and when I presented this pass to the attendant he said he couldn’t release it because it wasn’t on his computer as paid even though it was presented to his eyes directly. It was as if his eyes and brain didn’t exist but were programmed to this burning computer instead.  It made me think if the computer told him that I was to be stabbed  the knife would already be in my back which figuratively not literally (thank G-D) he did. Computers are great most of the time but it’s important that we have our back up as the thing between our shoulders working all the time as well.

Although many might call me a deep thinking sometimes I drip into a zombie existence.  This existence usually occurs an hour or so before I’m ready to build castles in the air and I’m ready for some light (feathery) type entertainment.  A not so good movie which requires less brain power then those of the walking dead is usually the way I’ll drag myself into.  These occurrences can  also happen during the day when all of sudden that music I wouldn’t be caught dead listening is the sound that revives my brain waves.  Zombie existence is something that I need to flesh out of my system so sometimes the best answer is a good bite into it instead.

Usually I write a blog post that has a clear answer from my own mind now I want those answers coming directly from you instead.  For these questions (below) appear not to have answers that are technically right and wrong but at the same time are truly life changing, I’ll provide what I think is an answer as well but it’s just a guide post to a street that you might go down a different path yet have the same ending. All I know is they must be asked because we might not have a chance to ponder them if they happen to us.

(1)  If a person is on a ventilator to exist is it okay for them to be taken off to try and live or die on their own rather then keep them going through such a machine?  As a person who is deeply “Pro-Life” I  believe it is fine as long as the attempt is made to help them try and live independently even if it results in their death.

(2) How much does a person’s quality of life go into discussions on whether they should exist here or G-D willing move toward a heavenly gate instead?   I don’t believe a person should be put out of their misery like an animal yet I don’t believe artificial means without a mind is existing as well. I believe that trying experiments which even 99 % odds are against is a way to try to bring them back or bring them home instead.

(3) Would you be willing to exhaust your entire life savings to keep a person alive even as they are barely a shell of that human they used to be?  Money shouldn’t be object that determines whether someone lives or dies but keeping just a heartbeat is not truly existing as well. I therefore believe  that the experimental treatment in question 2 applies here as well. 

I’ve sat by others who have emptied their wallets to be there while I pulled some change instead.  Last night for example I spent $9 to go to a show that the person one seat ahead of me spent over $200 to be there and it’s happened repeatedly over time.   We both stood up to give a standing ovation at the end but mine was a bit heavier since there was plenty of cash left in my pocket.  This has occurred with bands such as Zebra, Puddle of Mudd and many theater performances as well.  Is it wrong that I live the good life at such a low cost especially since I’m not revealing this secret to you how I got there?For the tickets are insane but only if a few know.

A relationship has gone sour that had so much promise. While your dreams appear to be crashing down on you.  Life’s pain has got you thinking maybe it should just stop ….for good.  Yet you never realize the great impact you have on others until you are not their to witness it.

While watching a loved one in intensive care I realized how important we all are to each other in ways I’ve never seen before. It’s not the big career moves, fancy stuff or words that are said but the little impact we have everyday that makes the true difference. A simple smile a little hug or just a word of honest love not even spelled out that can have an impact that beats another’s heart well into their years to come. Therefore kill those thoughts  not yourself and LIVE for you are needed in a world that you never have looked out before.