Calm, and peaceful I lay in water sucking my thumb until the world around me literally pulled me apart. Piece by piece my body slowly dissolved before my next breath of life could be taken. Why what did I do wrong to be destroyed as if I was a piece of dirt? Did I bump to hard or not kick enough? We were together yet separated by different beats and thoughts. If only I understood could I have my life back? The pain isn’t just physical but emotional as well as I am left separated and disposed of as if I was never alive and with you from the very beginning.