I sat looking at a blank screen eager to bring it to life but still staring at it’s darkness. Of course many days I couldn’t watch television because I worked to long or was traveling somewhere but never out of choice but yesterday was such a day. I was busy writing and looking for missing items but there was time to get a little boob action maybe just a quick laugh or some action scene but no I let this drug take a day off from me. It’s strange how this whole day evolved it wasn’t long ago (maybe for some) that I would wait all day for my favorite shows to go on and watch for hours this was the before DVR and even Beta were invented. Do I feel better, I’m not sure I just feel different but it appears that I’ve survived and the world has as well maybe feeling different every once in awhile isn’t so bad after all.
14
March