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When will I hit doctors age if I actually get there?  This is the time of one’s life where you actually know the names of more than one doctor in your life and the visits become part of your steady calendar.  Doctor’s age is the time where you actually get used to tying your outfit from the back with some air coming through. It is the time where your table is full of metal and you actually remember your last blood pressure numbers.  Doctor’s age is not something one looks forward to but is still an age you want to get to.

You have no idea who I really am just a momentary glance. For, you have no real idea of my motivations that had me say or do what I say especially the ones that were burning over time.  A glance is what you look for to pre-judge me as an individual so you feel safe but it’s not barely a piece of my hair. If you actually looked deeper you might really understand but then that would go against what you truly want to believe about me. Come to think of it I haven’t looked to deep in my mirror as well.

It was the last daisy before I hit overload mode. Maybe this is four legged Nirvana because at this point I don’t think I can move or could it be hell instead? So many smells coming at once to this nose and I just can’t formulate a response. I’m lost in a world that is normally overloading but then Channel 5 topped it off and my mind is completely blown away. What to do where to go I’m so confused?  Wait, a bone I’ll just chew and think “Could life come back to normal or has Channel over loaded it for good?”

JILL-  He’s not a robot more like a Tobot.

MERRICK-  A what?

JILL-  A Tobot it’s sorta a combination thereof of somewhat human but mostly mechanical and let’s just say this was way behind AI.

MERRICK-   The cabinet keep covering for him. I mean it’s obvious the wires are malfunctioning and over-heating.

JILL-  We’ll try to update some of his programs over the summer recess just keep prosecuting DT. I heard he might have not returned a library book last summer. I’m sure you can get a court order for a raid on Mara Logo for that abuse of power.

MERRICK-  I just don’t know if it’s working. I mean how many falls must he have climbing up Air Force One and shaking invisible hands before the people catch on that he’s a ..Tobot?

JILL-   Listen this is what the big” O” wants us to do and he’s the one really pulling the controls.

I got a bit intense but I think the meaning still comes through.  For, it’s been a difficult time for many a countryman/woman this past year being Patriotic but I hope I can bring some hope. This rant is dedicated to Y-O-U the people who give me hope. G-D bless America.

You might ask why compare a major motion picture “Indiana Jones and the Dial Of Destiny” with a television series “Barry” and I say because one is great entertainment while the other could have been. Both these genre’s had awesome action and great beginning acts yet one hit the shots that truly stands out in a viewers head while one missed the target when it needed to. Barry had complex characters that sometimes actually make the show drag so it looks probably like Barry wouldn’t make it. Yet that is the point Barry had an awesome ending that left the viewing feeling content while Indiana Jones left one wondering was this truly the….

Common sense says that what should be in the air is what naturally occurs there.  This is the same sense that tells us that the only we should bring in to our lungs is just the air we breathe. I’m sure burning fuels is not good for the air but going back to the time of burning logs for heat wasn’t good as well.  Furthermore making such bold statements about our “role” in this world appears a bit hubris especially when we consider the time frame that we are basing this on.

Yes, the climate is changing and I’m sure we are having some impact on it but we can’t ignore the thousands of other aspects that occurring in our atmosphere that have such impact on it such as Volcano eruptions, cloud cover, meteorites etc. Scientist must analysis all those factors and look at other facts that are much more difficult to account for like past centuries where record keeping was less accurate as it is today. Furthermore, biases to fit in with what others are saying, receiving governmental grants to say what your supposed to say and being completely shunned by those in powerful circuits must also be assessed as well. Debate has been shunned as our top leaders deny there is room for any discussion and that’s not healthy for those who might disagree and for those who could see a different solution.  We also can’t ignore the financial, power and political gains that others are achieving by creating a climate hysteria.

To conclude the only logical answer one can observe in this current debate is “I don’t know whether we humans are having an extreme detrimental   effect on the environment”. Yet I’ll do my best to make an impact for the positive and maybe I’ll plant an extra tree or two for that is one time that will lower my CO2 and they looks good as well.

FOOTNOTE-  I lead a more green life than many of those that preach this gospel from their highest piers.

We thought we could walk with them without understanding the animal we unleashed. This was going to be the one community where animals and humans would live as one. We were the land of “extreme Vegans” where not only did we give up on animal products but the common sense fear of our ancestors.  Year by year the natural fear that animals had of us evaporated to the point that they not only stood right near us but took control of the path we thought we were going. Maybe we should have understand before that forgiveness was a human emotion but revenge was boiling in their blood and we unleashed it.

This is the place you don’t want to be but sometimes it’s just where one has to be. The lines have clearly been drawn and G-D knows which side must win but you must fire the cannon.  Conflicts are difficult but sometimes there is nothing one can do but fight. Just make sure in those times it truly is for a higher authority for then the battle will be won not necessarily by might but right!

Am I talking to myself when I speak to Y-O-U  especially if you’re in one of those moods?  For, I know what I say isn’t even going through one of your ears so is it sane that this mouth is still speaking? At least when I talk to myself the message and response is clear with Y-O-U and your moods I can’t truly be sure.  Maybe it’s because the mirror doesn’t point to me that I continue this one way conversation or could it be that I have know one else to speak to anyway?

FOOTNOTE-  Has this feeling ever came in your mirror?