I looked for the “culprit” and it was M-E!!! Trying to pass the blame on to others was the journey I had always taken until there was no avoiding the mirror as I was alone holding it. Many had told M-E a similar story but I would instead project them as the attacker. The noise wasn’t from a barking dog or honking car but the loudness I created within. Now it’s just glass scraps and I have no way to put it back together as I sit alone in this painful reality.
FOOTNOTE- We including M-E should look into our own mirror before others disappear.