Please don’t leave me like everyone else has. I know this side of me is difficult to deal with but it will pass if you can just give it time and I can somehow interrupt that you’re truly there for me. Words and actions will be taken to make you believe I want you to disappear but that is just a coping mechanism I’ve created to deal with pain from the past, present and future. It doesn’t make sense for one that doesn’t want to be alone but I put myself in this drowning water because somehow I feel I will be abandoned again. Don’t leave me know matter what a message from my subconscious.