I have nothing! For, anytime I have someone I believe they will betray M-E! They might say they’ve said something or meant something else but I know their alternate plans. Happiness is just a fleeting memory where betrayal will rest instead. Friends come and go as it appears they can’t put up with “my truth”. The ironic twist is I lack nothing in the material world but everything in the “true world”. Some say I have a paranoid personality disorder but I know better and understand I just have nothing.
FOOTNOTE- Those who suffer from untreated mental health conditions can appear to have everything else but truly live with nothing but pain.