Your sea will part and the song will come to your heart and soul. I pray that G-D reveals this sooner rather then later when all your struggles/pains are revealed in such a tapestry that the grand plan will echo throughout your being. No longer will you wonder but instead be amazed of the path it took to lead to right here right now. I know it doesn’t always make sense but G-D works in many a mysterious way and hopefully soon this mystery will be solved.