Your sea will part and the song will come to your heart and soul. I pray that G-D reveals this sooner rather then later when all your struggles/pains are revealed in such a tapestry that the grand plan will echo throughout your being. No longer will you wonder but instead be amazed of the path it took to lead to right here right now. I know it doesn’t always make sense but G-D works in many a mysterious way and hopefully soon this mystery will be solved.
I’ve been so many battles and wars that my peace is so AWESOME!! During such times of hate being thrown at M-E I have to somehow keep the composure of a Marine as I was trained that was the best for me to react. The heat/anger burning inside of me is put into creative pursuits and working out like a feign. Yet then there are some moments where suddenly everything seems calm and I cherish it them like know one else can even imagine unless there path has “TR” along the way. When something isn’t easy to achieve the moments are so much more brilliant and that is with “peace with M-E”
Does “Kill Me Fast” Three Days Grace make you want to live longer or kill it off? I feel the pull of this song to keep my heart beating faster but is it just my mirror? LOVE to hear your thoughts.
The microscope is on M-E and they are zooming in. It feels if every action & word is being analyzed by top scientists and pundits to find out what is truly behind M-E. I live with the constant fear of being embarrassed or put on a stage until… I left.
Now I realize that this microscope might be pointed in my direction but for how long? It might appear that they have me under the “lens” but is it really just pointed in my direction? The truth is not as much of what the microscope shows them but whether I really care if they do look.
It’s my first and maybe my best! For I earned the brush from the allowance I received for my efforts and used it create “this”!! The “Art” is created as G-D gave me the tools of my hand as well as brain to illustrate it and I earned the brush. It was not given to M-E but one that took my own efforts to obtain. G-D willing I will be able to earn many more brushes and create art along my way yet I must never forget where it all began and the pride it started with.
A “Turmeric Patch” would be a band aid with a bit of Turmeric to help the healing process and fight any possible infection. Turmeric is an anti-inflammatory agent which also helps with the fight against Cancer so before you went to a skin doctor to investigate this patch could start the work. It would give you peace of mind even if later it’s determined more action is called on. “Turmeric Patch” because sometimes a bit of spice is really all we need.
I wish my life was this simple. So simple that a dog being on my lawn would irate M-E so much that I would have to confront the person holding the leach. I can’t even comprehend I time where this one action was the most significant alteration that had occurred in my 24 hour cycle. The only way this could make a semblance of sense is where I’d be just projecting a bigger problem/person I can’t confront. Yet then again if this was the case then all my other more significant struggles would have conquered a hill not a mountain. Therefore, little problems means little accomplishment and for that reason maybe I’m glad that this truly isn’t in my mirror.
Just a little space … please! I know you’re my best friends, but even they need bathroom breaks. You can’t just constantly follow me around as if I were your tail and keep leaving me “presents” that I truly don’t want upon my return. Cuddling is nice once in a blue moon but not through an entire cycle. It’s driving me insane that even Velcro can be pulled apart, but it appears there is no room we can have between us. Some say four legs are better than two, but when it comes to one that won’t let you go, I say N-O!
I’ve been a therapist for over 25 years, but now my client has taken this role. For it’s easier to send people on the path than actually follow it, and at my moment of crisis, he was there to show me my way. I know what to do, but when it happens to you in real time and lasts longer than a session time, well, that’s a whole different notepad. It’s good to know my words have got through to someone who needed them enough to pass them on to M-E. The only problem is I don’t know how he’ll be paying this bill, or, honestly, I should be.
Sorry, I was wrong. This is the old picture of the DMV for the one I went to recently was the complete opposite of my mindset. There was no real line and people were not only professional but kind. I had made an appointment and let’s just say it wasn’t like waiting at the doctors office. I never believed in “governmental programs” until my recent stop at the DMV which had me passing the speed limit in record time.
**** – Well deserved.
FOOTNOTE- The DMV wasn’t able to solve my problem but politely pointed me in the right direction.