It wasn’t meant to be a lie it just changed over time. For, my thoughts about what occurred are not the same as they were in the past. It’s just that I learned something new that proved what I thought about in the past appears to be completely untrue. Deep inside I might have even known at the time that this was the case but couldn’t deal with the cognitive dissonance that was occurring within. The truth is what currently appears to be true today might be something I’m just hiding from tomorrow. So the question is am a liar or someone who doesn’t want to be aware>