You want to say it but don’t want them truly to understand then CFY will be the website you’ll have to explore. Sometimes the “bad words” must be said but letting them understand is out of the question then CFY will be the place you’ll have to go. It’s about letting them have it without them knowing your pushing. Language barriers exist for a reason so that your revenge is easier and served blind.
It’s the reason the but comes after sorry and I have to bring you down when you’re oh so high. These two words magnify every criticism so that it burns me and leaves a scar way too long. They are the reason I’m afraid to get too close and isolate myself from the world. Just two words which are missing most of the time in my life, make my life so much worse then it should be. G-D willing I’ll find them someday in my life.
FOOTNOTE- Lacking self confidence can have one spiraling through life until they can push themselves through one task at a time. .
It’s not what others expect, but it works… sort of? For the times we are together if short, can be great, and the times we are apart can meet a similar fate. Days together can feel like months, but hours can feel like minutes. It doesn’t work for most, but maybe this is the chosen path for us?
I’m the one he left you for. Yet, it wasn’t entirely my fault, for his ring was showing, but his pain was, and my mirror had the exact reflection as well. It was a “moment” that led me to walk to the wedding aisles, but not with a white dress. Now, I wonder whether either one of us will be walking down this path again, but with different individuals.
There mind is laser focused on a task that if examined would make them clearly an “expert”. It’s not a task as deeply regarded as cooking or acting but in someway much more important to our daily existence ,and they know exactly the precise way to accomplish it. They’ve been studying their art for just enough time to keep us spellbound once we see them at work. Yet no awards will come their way just the knowledge that they are truly “the best” even if their artwork is never truly studied.
“Today” is a holiday and nothing can be done because of such so I must throw it all aside and aim for peace and happiness. Yes, what occurred yesterday should be challenged but it would be to “no avail” today so my arrows will go down to fight another day. Peace and happiness are my go to normally as “conflict avoidance” has been my drag too but even the warrior must conclude today is not one for battle. Today I aim to fly like a Dove but am not sure the “arrows” won’t still come pointing at M-E.