It’s only one leaf so I’ll leave it there thinking it will just go away. Yet it still remains day after day even as I will resolve to pick it up the next day. I say to myself I’ll eventually move forward but still am just looking. Eventually another gathers in the same spot and then another and… Until I can’t take it anymore. I know I should have dealt with the debris before end but my avoidance has got the best of me. Now it’s too late and I feel as if I’m trapped until someone helps me rake out of this mess. I’m continually caught in this season and don’t have the strength to get out.