I don’t even know why I’m telling Y-O-U this because I’m sure you’ll betray M-E as well. For, every time I trust another they attack so I have to act to defend myself first and foremost? Sometimes I feel as if I’m a rat in a cage with individuals continually poking me. Others try to tell me there might be other reasons they don’t say “hello, goodbye” or just plain ignore M-E but I know they’ve turned and I won’t let them get away with it even if I stand all alone. The worst is when they try and challenge M-E then my blood really boils. Everything is black and white I just don’t know why it always has to happen to M-E. I wish someday I had have someone I can trust but that will never be in my mirror.
FOOTNOTE- Do you see these symptoms (below) in your mirror or a loved one?
• A general attitude starting in young adulthood that consistently interprets acts of others as a deliberate threat or attack
• They often assume without rational base that others will betray or hurt him
• Doubtful of loyalty from even close friends
• Will see comments or events as if they had a secret and threatening meaning
• Never forgets, never forgives, believes he is always right
• Very reserved, afraid that personal information will be used against him
• Tendency towards humiliation, easily offended, often shamed
• Can be very jealous, doubting the sexual fidelity of his partner without reason