Monthly Archives August 2025

It’s only one leaf so I’ll leave it there thinking it will just go away. Yet it still remains day after day even as I will resolve to pick it up the next day. I say to myself I’ll eventually move forward but still am just looking.  Eventually another gathers in the same spot and then another and… Until I can’t take it anymore.  I know I should have dealt with the debris before end but my avoidance has got the best of me. Now it’s too late and I feel as if I’m trapped until someone helps me rake out of this mess. I’m continually caught in this season and don’t have the strength to get out.

He takes care of my business. When things are not going “according to plan” let’s just say there is a sudden “accident” which takes out my opponents for good.  My ghost hitman truly can’t be seen and I’m far enough away from the “accident” that there is no reason to investigate little old M-E.  Plus my ghost friend is doing eternity here on earth so he doesn’t mind doing me a favor every once in awhile as long as I take care of those he left behind.   Ghost hit man who knows when the clock goes out… I guess I do.

FOONOTE-  Not a true story… I think so?

When one needs to turn a frown upside down then HT will be the App one will turns to. For, this APP will make sure your messages are heard by an empathetic voice responding with kindness, care and maybe even love. You can pour your heart out, get inspired to move forward with someone who will actually cares. Whether it be through the AI generated response or an actually listener the returns will keep you feeling better then before you decided to write.  HT for shouldn’t your text response be H-A-P-P-Y? !

In the darkness my greatest art appears. Misery loves company and the crowd comes alive as I’m motivated to create when the walls are crashing down. The light might actually bring the pen to the paper but anger, despair, frustration, toxicity make it feel rough and truly authentic.  Life has it’s up and downs and I use that dive for something that the world can see/feel.

The pain can be “unbearable” but could it also give us a foot into “true peace”. As difficult as the moment is to bear the peace afterwards will be appreciated at a whole new level once it subsides. We also might pass less judgement on those who were there to get us through such difficult times, when they’re being a pain in the you know where. Let’s face it   pain suck yet the peace afterwards is oh so good!!

For the sake of the victims and their loved ones can we STOP!!  Can’t we mention their names and stories before we even consider speaking the name of the “monster” behind such horror? Maybe there is no law but just out of decency can we try and change this “story”?  Could less press coverage on the actual “murder” prevent such horror from copy cotters in the future? We may not know but out of decency why don’t we give it a try.

FOOTNOTE-  It could help understand the background of such evil to prevent it from occurring again but that can occur after due respect to the victims.

They’re flying in my direction even though I truly shouldn’t be the one their aiming for.  I take one after another as if I’m wearing a vest but the pain still feels real. Am I in the wrong place or is there know one left for them to aim at?  Bullets fly and they always appear in my cracked mirror.

“Empathy Doll” will be Raggedy Ann Doll with AI feelings for your loved ones. The Doll will know all the “right things” to say when you’re loved one needs support, care and/or just plain empathy.   It’s AI mind will be able to determine the emotions that the individual is speaking in and adopt a response accordingly. More advanced models will be able to hug and hold a person when they truly feel they need it.  “Empathy Doll” because the world isn’t as kind as one would want it to be.

31 years ago today my life “totally changed”. In between I would change many a diaper literally and figuratively. All of a sudden little young M-E became a father and my world revolved around him. Life has continued to evolve in many different directions including a new edition to the team but that was the date it would never be the same. No matter what I wouldn’t change it for the world. Happy Birthday my son for this was the day the world would never be the same especially in my mirror.

I really have to give it “Amazon… in a great way!!!  I don’t want to sound like a commercial but getting a delivery in the same day when one places an “order” is truly amazing. Yes, I know there is Instacart which is amazing as well but this wasn’t groceries and it still came the same day!!  This opens a whole new door for my personal life and even business world and that truly is amazing!!