Way before others would jump into her “ring,” the good book commanded them to. This week’s Parsha/D’Var Torah points to such a time. G-D commands that if there is no male heir to an estate, it goes to the woman even if not “listed”. This is groundbreaking in “customary religious order” as it’s loud, clear, and direct with no real room for discussion afterwards. G-D is the great feminist that commands justice for all, fighting in all our rings even if nobody else has our gloves.
I’m an award-winning filmmaker of “All Screwed Up” and “Seduction”, Podcaster, Entreprenuer, actor, song producer, blogger, office holder that was featured on many articles, but still I don’t exist on Wikipedia pages. I paid for services to be listed on this site (one still in a holding pattern), but nothing has occurred. What does it take to be recognized by these pages, and should it really matter to M-E? Is this an ego trip I need to get off, or is the challenge of Everest that continues to motivate me to climb? Right now, my climbing shoes are coming off, but truthfully, if there was another explorer that truly knew the path well, I think I would go back to the climb just because I can…I guess.
You have voted for my control and I’m more then willing to accept. I have created such distrust with other businesses that only mine will be in charge. This business will operate without having to worry about profits or annoying shareholders because once it’s open it won’t close until forced out. Those that “oppose it” will be called every evil name in the book even as all the aisles are empty. This business won’t need to operate efficiently except in giving favors to “friends” and “donors”. Thank you for your support Zoran Mamdani, Fidel Castro, Joseph Stalin etc etc.
I possess Y-O-U as I don’t allow you to look in your mirror but another. I continue to tell Y-O-U that every dark emotion has to do with them instead of the one who truly holds your keys. The truth is if you’d look into your mirror you’d see that the hormones, fight response, sleep deprivation are truly your triggers and I wind them up any chance I can. I will have you look at them with a microscope making every word and action on their side an eruption instead of a tremor. Blaming others allows me to weaken you from within until you’ll put it all on your parents, psychiatrist and former loved one . Then it will be just M-E and you with only one victor. The one with a two letters who truly pulls your chains.
You actually asked me why without even looking at the “because” in your mirror. Yes, it had to do with Y-O-U it always does and for that moment someone actually looked at M-E instead. They found M-E fascinating and kind even as you’re mirror has been cracked for years. I wasn’t even looking or “acting” as I do in your world and still they saw the good through it all. So before you ask why maybe because your not even looking.
I don’t delete posts but after learning more about “Ozzy Osborne’s” actually life I sorta wish I did. For, my life and Ozzy’s couldn’t be more different as he gave into every “crave” on his plate no matter the consequences I barely even look at mine. Many catered to his ever whim and fancy even when he was at his darkest spot while I’m lucky if I can pay for “catering services” when I’m dressed to the T. I’m sure Ozzie’s life decisions caused him pain but even decisions I haven’t made have hurt M-E. Ozzie did almost everything to destroy his life and I tried always to do everything to build mine. I guess in the end a higher authority will make the final decision on it all even if our path has been on a completely different course.
Sorry Ozzie it took your passing to fully understand Y-O-U. Yes, you pushed the envelope in your youth but that was only because the goal was entertainment first and foremost. Just as “Dracula” was the Prince Of Darkness so did you adopt the title but at least sucked no blood (bat story excluded). Yet through it all the music enthralled us and took us out of the “ordinary” to extra-ordinary of just plain F-U-N. May the train take you and your F-U-N through the heavenly gates.
It might look like I have everything but behind this smile and makeup I’m damaged goods. I hide it well through many an activity which keeps me busy enough so the damage is way below the “surface” but waiting to explode once the motion is stopped. Pain, suffering, hurt is something that is in my corner even though you may never see it until it’s too late to escape for M-E and maybe even Y-O-U.
FOOTNOTE- We all have been damaged by things in our life’s it’s just the amount we let out or keep deep inside.
I’m time obsessed partly because of the world I live in and the one which lives in M-E. With limited time on the clock I try to get as much done between 9-5 and make sure that cycle continues way after the clock has broken. It’s too the point that watching a .30 second video can feel wasted unless something is gained with the experience. There was a time I could watch a ballgame on the tube now it’s the last few moments unless it’s in the “super category”. Time obsession has taken M-E to end arguments before I get in any words and let M-E forget about things I should honestly be thinking about. Yet time is a ticking and I don’t want it to stop before….
Whether one works like a dog or it’s scene later it feels good for one’s earned it. I’ve always been one who believes things given make someone feel obligated while those given allow one to feel free. For, you’ve earned this “reward” because of the challenge you had to endure to get there and nobody can take that away. It doesn’t have to be bold and big just doing something that your lazy side doesn’t want you to do. Earn it and the joy of the reward will smell owe so much better.