Monthly Archives May 2025

They said without “it” I would have been a narcissist, psychopath, and/or had a complete mental health breakdown. This has never occurred before that I can recall but my DNA sealed my case. So, anytime my mind emits chemicals that build on “bad thinking” the chip(s) overload and I feel ponies and rainbows instead.   My fight, flight response never gets to high as life stays just calm and peaceful for me as well as those in my orbit.  This might be not so comforting though if a sudden emergency occurs. I guess I will never know though as my last image will always be in the “happy clouds” instead.

Sometimes it’s not what is ones pocket but how that pocket feels which determine their wealth feeling. For, even though the stock market may go up and down the money you have in it is not real until one sells it. Our monies might appear to fall off the roof when you misplace a $20 or is spent on a losing proposition. Additionally one can feel wealthy after cutting that double coupon out even if they haven’t yet gone to the store. One can even feel wealthy with an idea they have in their head that “they know can make them rich”. Feeling R-I-C-H may not even be what is ones pocket but those loved ones who surround them or the donation that one gives away.  Therefore the actual count may not be as important as the feelings that are in one’s heart and soul.

Sorry, critics yesterday was just a G-R-E-A-T  Day!!! Here are some of the hi-lights even the most critical eye should have smiled at.

(1) An American Hostage was freed from Hamas capture.

(2) China and the U.S agreed to a 90 day basic truce on economic tariffs

(3) The stock market bulls came a rushing.

(4) The President’s  Executive Order looked to substantially lower prescription drug prices.

(5) NY Weather was awesome!!

(6) Personally a loved one left the hospital because they were doing better.

(7) The Knicks won well maybe not great news for Celtics fans. Well for them the series continues still  (a good spin on that one) .

You have to hand it to “Chappell Road” with the “Giver” as it truly hits the Bud Rebel label. This song has a country rebellion that is not “Chappell Road” repetiteur so it hits the ReBel vibe and is just F-U-N so the Bud comes out.  Me and Mrs. Road might normally go on different paths but the “Giver” brings us together under the same label true “entertainment”

“Exterritorial” is **extra** fun when it comes to action movies. This movie has all the excitement you’d expect with enough character development that keeps you interested in what is occurring on the screen but not overkill you with boredom. I also love that the characters fall like real people as they get injured along their journey which is hardly shown in many an action film. This film will keep you glued to your seat till the bitter end with unique twists and turns that you won’t see anywhere else. There is no PC police watching your viewing so just enjoy the excitement. “Exterritorial is **extra** fun for your journey on Netflix.

My mirror is of the past this and the previous years “Mothers Days” as my mother is just a memory now.  For those like me who have lost their mothers this day is especially difficult. We can reminisce about the previous times as we try to search for sparks of happiness on this difficult day but clouds will also appear as our loved one is no longer here.  May G-D help all those in “my camp” during this difficult day and give an extra hug to those who have their mother by their side. .

Am I losing it or are others just be delusional. For, who is to determine whether one’s mind is well or not and why should I trust what they are saying as sickness, might be in their mirror instead right? I guess logic should determine these factors and here’s (below) some factors I should consider.

(1) Mental Tests– Are there tests that can check my cognitive and mental apathy which have no bias in determining the results? Maybe I can “honestly” fill out a questionnaire  or play games on Lumosity to see what the results bring?

(2) Time –  Can I determine how much time I spend fixated on thoughts that are way out of my control and how it effects my daily calendar? Is the time spent dwelling or sleeping growing to a longer period of my day?

(3) Personal Hygiene-  Is my mirror looking messier then it “normally” did in the past and am I “too tired, anxious, or apathetic to change it?

(4) Physical Health-  Does my smart device show that my sleep patterns, blood pressure and stress level are off the charts?

(5) Overall Assessment-  Am I satisfied with my own personal journey or can I really look into my full mirror and see things I want to change even if it’s one blemish at a time.

FOOTNOTE-  Maybe this is a list one should share with a loved one who is suffering.

I can sell anything and I know it. You would buy used chewing gum from M-E if I smiled while chewing it. The truth is I use my assets to increase those in my bank and I’m proud of it. I work hard to keep up this look the only problem is other business woman (below) are catching on and competition can become very hot.

“The Surfer” proves sometimes it not worth going near the ocean as this movie drowned in the credits. You might try to swim past the waves but the bad acting, screenplay and overall plot will pull you down. Yes, the cinematography is beautiful but even that makes you dizzy enough that one loses the ability to swim. Every scene is painful for you to watch unless you enjoy watching someone slowly sinking.  “The Surfer” maybe it’s not safe to go to the ocean after all.

It is not what is given but what is earned that makes your day! For, when one earns something, their reward is not only what comes afterwards but the achievements along the way.  It can be working out to lose weight or putting in the extra time to finally achieve ***  the feeling of earned vs expected is so much better. G-D gives us the ability to make a difference in so many ways and even though we may not deserve it at least we should earn it along the way.