I don’t deserve this abuse after all I’ve done but it’s still coming like a freight train and all I can do is look at their mirror instead. For, these individuals are so blind to negative emotions that they don’t see the sun all around them. The pain they grip onto is forced in my direction yet still resides within. If I can see this pain for what it is maybe their freight train will actually skip my tracks at the last minute and I’ll actually feel a bit sorry for them instead. For too live with such emotions must truly be terrible as I’m just getting a whiff of their fumes.