Monthly Archives February 2025

I want to be there for Y-O-U and the world but time is a ticking and my journey can only go so far that is until A-I-M-E is developed.  This technology will allow my ideas, thoughts and feelings reach a larger audience and those I love even if I’m far from their room. A-I-M-E will take all the data I want to provide to insure my existence will appear to exist even if I don’t. It will allow others to assess my opinions and even work with just a password and payment along the way. With A-I-M-E  my thoughts, ideas and concerns can hit audiences I never could reach in my previous world and allow me to continue living even if I six feet under.  A- I- M-E, because you never know when you’re human program will seize to exist.

This week’s Torah portion deals with so many rules and laws you might feel you need a legal decree to decipher them. Yet there is one law that appears to hold the most truth “do unto others as you would want done unto you”.  This is not just a phrase but a way of life in all one’s journeys. Honestly, it’s the hardest law to follow constantly as our own ego’s often get in the way. Yet G-D knows if we were to master this one then who knows how much greater understanding of truth and love we would finally understand.

I’ve been looking for happiness in others mirrors that I forgot to look in my own. Of course, it makes me happy to see those I love and like having a great time but how about me? Am I happy doing, seeing, working, playing or are these just roles I play for others? Which leads me to this (below) a happiness trail whether I walk with others or just walk alone.

(1) Reading

(2) Writing

(3) Lumosity or games for the mind

(4) Exercise

(5) Music

(6) Film

(7) Thoughtful prayer

(8) Tasting/Sampling

(9) Making Monie$

(10) Discovering

This song is truly any “Oscar” winning performance when Oscars truly meant something.

Now it hits me? While others have said there goodbye’s I’ve only now felt you were gone now. How did these tears suddenly appear out of know where? Yes, I shed a few when they lowered you down but now it’s literally a waterfall. I guess it was that hand ready to lift me that is no longer there that has me weighed down with grief.  Could it be that one person who laughed at my jokes is suddenly quiet that has made me feel so lonely?  It might just be that an empty seat at our family dinner table that now has hit me like a brick? All I know is suddenly I truly miss Y-O-U and I wish I had said it so much earlier.

FOOTNOTE-  Losing someone can impact one years after their departure from one’s life.

I’m done with Y-O-U.  For, I’ve given you chance after chance and you literally break it almost everyday of the week. You literally look at touch all the parts that are forbidden in any decent relationship and I’ve continued to put up with it. Oh yeah it’s science and just a job right come on how stupid do you think I am!  You say I’m special but after what you go through day after day how do you expect me to believe that?  I feel as if I’m put under a microscope after your daily show and I’m just tired of competing. Honestly, there is no way I can entertain your eyes so I’m closing mine Mr. Gynecologist and quitting your workload.

3/30/26 The Supreme Court has decided that birthright citizenship is against the constitution but only for those going forward. Therefore those individuals who are claiming birthright citizenships before said date can continue to live in this country with full rights as citizens. The decision states that the original precedent of the law was based on the issue of insuring freedom to previous slaves and should not have been extended thereof.

“Even If It Kills Me” shows Papa Roach is still living and thriving. They continue to rock out with a great chorus and lyrics which push us a step forward instead of pull us back. Whether it be that extra push up at the gym or pushing you to try something new and daring this song can give you the edge which we all need.  Papa Roach how rock still lives!!

It took me awhile to realize it yet I’ve determined that “babies are the best”.  Don’t get me wrong it might be from a distance since years and years and (you get the point) have separated me from this diaper yet distance can bring greater understanding. For, babies are so real, lively, curious and F-U-N in ways the years lose it. I’m sure there are many negative aspects I’m over looking from this distance but a moment more in their arms might just add a bit more life to mine.

I’m old to the game but now I want to play. For, “Smosh” started as “YouTube” was getting it’s wings and flew out the window. It’s growth has been sensational and I don’t believe this happened just with some fertilizer but with a strategy I could utilize in the development of my projects. I want to incorporate that “formula” and others of such success to make sure my monies are spent in a productive way that moves the end post. In the past I might have concluded that there success would have made me feel like a “failure” but since I “let them” into my life I’m going to “let me” G-D willing become just more successful.