When it is done a certain sadness starts to cloud my horizon. Yes, for a moment I’m happy to look/listen at it but it’s just a moment. Looking back at what came before gives me a reflection on what must come next not looking at it on the wall. Watching the process actual come together is the music not listening to others play it afterwards. For, I am an artist and will use whatever tools I can afford to create till my last dying day or suffer the consequences of creative blues.