It doesn’t make sense for this formula isn’t working until… ? I should have went with the smartest, independent strong but keep falling for those that are in many ways opposite these traits. There is no logic to these decisions and as a person who tries to base almost every decision on this five letter word but still the biggest ones fall through this deep crack. Yet the mystery has been solved with a four letter word that is who I truly am. H-E-L-P I need to do this for others. I want to be the one who solves their problems as I solve those on this board. My need is not for perfection but making the imperfect good again. So maybe they have it “better” but I have it to “better” and when those moments occur it’s logically perfect.