In June I may pretend to come out of the closet so finally people will be proud of M-E! All the hard work, accomplishments, generosity etc etc doesn’t receive as many accolades as saying I’ve “changed” one behavior so what the heck. Even if it’s not real at least the applause will be and I’ll be part of the “cool crowd” finally. I’m a good actor and can even pretend to cry if the applause will continue to come my way. I can then go back to change my mind in July and return next June if my self confidence needs a boost. Who knew making people proud of M-E would be so easy. Stupid M-E I actually I had to work for it.