Which reality am I living one of the Joneses or one of though Bundy’s? For, I’m not sure which one is my sleeping hours and which is truly a nightmare? It appears I’m your standard family man half the time than a murderer the other half. Life it collapsing on different paths as is reality. I’ve seen all different therapist at least I think but with no explanation of this dark path that appears to occur once I close my eyes. The question then becomes am a good man or a monster?