It’s so sad that because of your untreated illness you’ll never truly know who loves(d) you. It’s sad as your emotions at a moment are the only things real in your world although it is completely distorted from the truth. Your perception is filled with rage, hate and anger instead of the love that is right around you if you only got the help to see it. Nothing in this world can truly make you happy past a moment as it is just a block in a world that is truly dark and dreary. It’s just sad because there is so much more love, happiness and true health if you only got the professional help to see it.