There is nothing to worry about but everything!! I should be at peace in my surroundings but feel the constant threat that it will end suddenly in a horrific fashion. Maybe the perfect storm will hit this island, the red ants will suddenly attack or the Sushi I ate attack within I just know I’m doomed to live with this anxiety. If that doesn’t create fear I know one word I say the wrong way will cause this peace to end in a war. I fought many a wars in my head and even in this “peace” the battles have just begun.
FOOTNOTE- Peace isn’t a place but a state of being.